Hai, random post. Ga random jg, sebenernya.. Penting. Tapi mungkin ga saat ini, masalah ini emang udah paling bom waktu yang emang bakalan meledak sendirinya dan sebelum meledak, mendingan kita cegah, hehe.
Kita juga tau, kan, tembok terbesar di ya... Hubungan, hubungan kita. Perbedaan terbesar yang sayangnya bisa mempengaruhi, ya, agama.
I never thought that this difference will affect this relationship this much. Sebenernya, hampir ga pernah mikirin juga karena "Well, I won't marry u so I don't have to think abt those stuff" but damn......... Now I do.
I do see the pictures of us, y'know. Living together and shit haha, well yeah... I'm a bit too far, ya sih tapi itu kan baru gambaran, tapi yang bikin mikir tuh begini..
Aku... Sayang sama kamu. We're too early for this, I know. But.. If we continue doing whatever we're doing right now I guess it'll be bad for us, at least it'll be bad for me. You know I'm not permitted to have boyfriend and shit since I'm christian and my parents sure know that I'll never get a christian boyfriend since they are an endangered species in my social life (now, don't know about later). The point is... What if we get too attached deeper than this? Oke, seengganya... "I", what if I get to attached?
Dulu aku mikirnya, yaudah ignore ignore ignore.. Gausah bahas perbedaan yang kaya gini... Tabu, dll. Tapi sekarang? Entah kenapa, meskipun kita enggak dan emang belum mikir kesana kok aku udah gelisah sendiri? Atau, lupain "kesana", coba liat perasaan kita.. 2 years spent with so much love and we can't go on because of this? Mungkin kalau aku lebih dewasa, aku bakal lihat ini sebagai pelajaran hidup.... Kalo aries itu, once was the guy that i loved the most... Tapi engga, gak bisa, ini udah masuk ke ego aku, I want you so bad you know.
Dan aku juga sempet liat dan mantengin orang lain.. Years of relationship ujung2nya putus juga. Kalo aku sedih sih kaya gitu, kaya yang selama ini kita pacaran buat apa? Buat apa... Kalau aku maunya tetep kamu. Yah.. Random, quite random. Gak mau berakhir, tapi kalo emang ujung ujungnya berakhir? Toh.. Bom waktu pasti suatu saat meledak. Emang gak mau, banget, punya alasan kaya gini buat ngakhirin hubungan. Dan kita juga ga akan mengakhiri ini sekarang juga kan... Tapi, apa kamu juga punya saran atau apaaa gitu? Cause I'm pretty confused and have no guts to tell you by myself.
I love u, really do.
Kita juga tau, kan, tembok terbesar di ya... Hubungan, hubungan kita. Perbedaan terbesar yang sayangnya bisa mempengaruhi, ya, agama.
I never thought that this difference will affect this relationship this much. Sebenernya, hampir ga pernah mikirin juga karena "Well, I won't marry u so I don't have to think abt those stuff" but damn......... Now I do.
I do see the pictures of us, y'know. Living together and shit haha, well yeah... I'm a bit too far, ya sih tapi itu kan baru gambaran, tapi yang bikin mikir tuh begini..
Aku... Sayang sama kamu. We're too early for this, I know. But.. If we continue doing whatever we're doing right now I guess it'll be bad for us, at least it'll be bad for me. You know I'm not permitted to have boyfriend and shit since I'm christian and my parents sure know that I'll never get a christian boyfriend since they are an endangered species in my social life (now, don't know about later). The point is... What if we get too attached deeper than this? Oke, seengganya... "I", what if I get to attached?
Dulu aku mikirnya, yaudah ignore ignore ignore.. Gausah bahas perbedaan yang kaya gini... Tabu, dll. Tapi sekarang? Entah kenapa, meskipun kita enggak dan emang belum mikir kesana kok aku udah gelisah sendiri? Atau, lupain "kesana", coba liat perasaan kita.. 2 years spent with so much love and we can't go on because of this? Mungkin kalau aku lebih dewasa, aku bakal lihat ini sebagai pelajaran hidup.... Kalo aries itu, once was the guy that i loved the most... Tapi engga, gak bisa, ini udah masuk ke ego aku, I want you so bad you know.
Dan aku juga sempet liat dan mantengin orang lain.. Years of relationship ujung2nya putus juga. Kalo aku sedih sih kaya gitu, kaya yang selama ini kita pacaran buat apa? Buat apa... Kalau aku maunya tetep kamu. Yah.. Random, quite random. Gak mau berakhir, tapi kalo emang ujung ujungnya berakhir? Toh.. Bom waktu pasti suatu saat meledak. Emang gak mau, banget, punya alasan kaya gini buat ngakhirin hubungan. Dan kita juga ga akan mengakhiri ini sekarang juga kan... Tapi, apa kamu juga punya saran atau apaaa gitu? Cause I'm pretty confused and have no guts to tell you by myself.
I love u, really do.
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