I can pretty much say i'm 85% done writing my skripsi! Yeay!
My professor is going back to his hometown for 2 weeks so prior to that, I get to take some break from going to uni and do my weekly counselling, you know, a little fixes here and there.
Writing my skripsi is the only thing keeping me busy and productive nowadays so when my professor is taking his time off to go back to his hometown, here I am stuck in the truest form of an idleness aka kegabutan yang hakiki, lmao.
Not for long though because I need to go over my studies, basically gearing up for the law firm life (hopefully)
There's so much I need to prepare and I only have 3 months.. is it even enough for me to compete with the other competitive and hungry law-fresh-graduates out there? I don't even know. But i'm planning to give nothing but my very best
And of course due to this "idleness" I've been checking out job vacancies. And after having to write a CV I realized that I should've joined the campus organization. Like, there was an opportunity for me to join PILS (Parahyangan International Law Society), there's an opening for me to go to this international moot court competition in Hong Kong. I passed the test but I flunked the second test, which requires me to do interviews with the international law related professors. I didn't flunk, to be exact, I bailed. (And I regret the decision I made every single time)
But yeah, I ended up NOT being a member of any law related organization in my campus.
Then what did I do at my spare time?
Basically... I study. I study a lot to get 3,00 GPA. Mind you, its excruciatingly HARD to even reach a 3,00 GPA here in unpar.
And I like Korean stuff, so I learned Korean in my spare time.. and I also love to do sports, and idk, just hanging out with my friends.
And I regret it very very very much, I should've spent my time in campus more wisely. I mean studying is good, but it'd be nice if I could get socialized as well.
So, I was applying for this internship over at Sampoerna. Of course a CV is required, I made mine in English but then I was faced with difficulties because I don't know what to put in in my CV. No awards (participation certificate is not considered an award!) , no organizational experience, no professional experience, no nothing! my English proficiency is the only thing I can brag about, I am pretty proud of my 642 points TOEFL test score but other than that, nothing, really.
I mean I feel like I got this, you know? Like, Law is my passion and I get it and I'm willing to work hard for it but of course people will not just offer you a job because "law is your passion", they need to know that you are qualified to do the job but then how can I convince them that I am qualified to do the job with no sufficient CV?!?!?!?!
There's written test and interviews of course, but to get there they need to be interested enough in me and how do I get them to be interested in me? I gotta get their attention with a bomb-ass CV, which I don't have, which is sad.
So I'm just gonna sharpen up my law knowledge, mostly about corporation law. merger, acquisitions.. yada yada yada.
And i'm taking up a basic lawyering course my university held, so I can learn a thing or two.
There's that..
And there's the dark side of Idleness which is excessive eating... muahahahhaa...
no matter how hard I work out its going to be in vain if you keep eating you food monster!!!!
but I find myself craving for carbs and sweets everytime:((
that's why ive been replacing my sweets with apples, which is nice, I love apples but it gets boring.
I love bread and mom's bakery has the BEST PASTRIES IN TOWN and they're so healthy but its such a hassle to get their bread everyday because its so far away from home and getting it delivered with gojek is waaaay too expensive (id rather go there and buy it myself).
so yeah ive been fucking up my diet, but I'm on this 2 weeks program of doing 30 mins of cardio every morning with an empty stomach to burn more fat.
Ive been avoiding carbs (I haven't eat rice since god knows when) and too much sweets. very very hard since I have a sweet tooth, and uhm just really trying to squeeze in some work out from time to time.
If any of you are going on a diet and In need of a good exercise, I recommend you to check out BLOGILATES' videos. Its on point, it gets you going, and it works. my body was sooo sore the second time I tried her videos, but that's when I know her exercise is actually working.
And Ive been writing on my blog again.. haha. but its nice to write about things from time to time
I also write poems, mostly as an Instagram captions.
I want to write a book full of poetry..
And I want to finish up reading "Dunia Sophie"
I have approximately 3 months being in the state of "the truest form of an idleness" minus working on my skripsi, and i'm just going to focus on myself and just getting ready for my career before taking off to Jakarta and do lawyering stuff.
Oh also,
I followed my heart.
its going to be me, myself and I. there's no need to hurry because true love will always find its way back home.
right?
right.
good night!
My professor is going back to his hometown for 2 weeks so prior to that, I get to take some break from going to uni and do my weekly counselling, you know, a little fixes here and there.
Writing my skripsi is the only thing keeping me busy and productive nowadays so when my professor is taking his time off to go back to his hometown, here I am stuck in the truest form of an idleness aka kegabutan yang hakiki, lmao.
Not for long though because I need to go over my studies, basically gearing up for the law firm life (hopefully)
There's so much I need to prepare and I only have 3 months.. is it even enough for me to compete with the other competitive and hungry law-fresh-graduates out there? I don't even know. But i'm planning to give nothing but my very best
And of course due to this "idleness" I've been checking out job vacancies. And after having to write a CV I realized that I should've joined the campus organization. Like, there was an opportunity for me to join PILS (Parahyangan International Law Society), there's an opening for me to go to this international moot court competition in Hong Kong. I passed the test but I flunked the second test, which requires me to do interviews with the international law related professors. I didn't flunk, to be exact, I bailed. (And I regret the decision I made every single time)
But yeah, I ended up NOT being a member of any law related organization in my campus.
Then what did I do at my spare time?
Basically... I study. I study a lot to get 3,00 GPA. Mind you, its excruciatingly HARD to even reach a 3,00 GPA here in unpar.
And I like Korean stuff, so I learned Korean in my spare time.. and I also love to do sports, and idk, just hanging out with my friends.
And I regret it very very very much, I should've spent my time in campus more wisely. I mean studying is good, but it'd be nice if I could get socialized as well.
So, I was applying for this internship over at Sampoerna. Of course a CV is required, I made mine in English but then I was faced with difficulties because I don't know what to put in in my CV. No awards (participation certificate is not considered an award!) , no organizational experience, no professional experience, no nothing! my English proficiency is the only thing I can brag about, I am pretty proud of my 642 points TOEFL test score but other than that, nothing, really.
I mean I feel like I got this, you know? Like, Law is my passion and I get it and I'm willing to work hard for it but of course people will not just offer you a job because "law is your passion", they need to know that you are qualified to do the job but then how can I convince them that I am qualified to do the job with no sufficient CV?!?!?!?!
There's written test and interviews of course, but to get there they need to be interested enough in me and how do I get them to be interested in me? I gotta get their attention with a bomb-ass CV, which I don't have, which is sad.
So I'm just gonna sharpen up my law knowledge, mostly about corporation law. merger, acquisitions.. yada yada yada.
And i'm taking up a basic lawyering course my university held, so I can learn a thing or two.
There's that..
And there's the dark side of Idleness which is excessive eating... muahahahhaa...
no matter how hard I work out its going to be in vain if you keep eating you food monster!!!!
but I find myself craving for carbs and sweets everytime:((
that's why ive been replacing my sweets with apples, which is nice, I love apples but it gets boring.
I love bread and mom's bakery has the BEST PASTRIES IN TOWN and they're so healthy but its such a hassle to get their bread everyday because its so far away from home and getting it delivered with gojek is waaaay too expensive (id rather go there and buy it myself).
so yeah ive been fucking up my diet, but I'm on this 2 weeks program of doing 30 mins of cardio every morning with an empty stomach to burn more fat.
Ive been avoiding carbs (I haven't eat rice since god knows when) and too much sweets. very very hard since I have a sweet tooth, and uhm just really trying to squeeze in some work out from time to time.
If any of you are going on a diet and In need of a good exercise, I recommend you to check out BLOGILATES' videos. Its on point, it gets you going, and it works. my body was sooo sore the second time I tried her videos, but that's when I know her exercise is actually working.
And Ive been writing on my blog again.. haha. but its nice to write about things from time to time
I also write poems, mostly as an Instagram captions.
I want to write a book full of poetry..
And I want to finish up reading "Dunia Sophie"
I have approximately 3 months being in the state of "the truest form of an idleness" minus working on my skripsi, and i'm just going to focus on myself and just getting ready for my career before taking off to Jakarta and do lawyering stuff.
Oh also,
I followed my heart.
its going to be me, myself and I. there's no need to hurry because true love will always find its way back home.
right?
right.
good night!
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