Im sitting in a coffee shop, opening blogger.com, writing my thoughts..
it's been a while since i have my own me-time.
Hello, Ruth!
anyways..
i'm just happy that i get to spend time with myself again. just figuring out how things will work out in the future, how to sharpens my skills in life and work, how to save and invest my money, how to heal, etc etc.
and i want to take the time to just write about the random things that popped into my head.
i am just thankful that work has taken a lot of my time so that i don't have time to spare to be blue and be mellow.
i am also thankful to be surrounded by very wonderful friends who love and care for me very much, who i can turn to every time, even though i almost turn my back on them.
i am very thankful to my family, oh the little family of mine.. i love you guys more than anything.
to my dogs.. my kids that i love dearly with all my heart and soul, i love you so much.
i am loved. i am deeply loved, just not by myself.
self-love is important, self-care is important, self-respect is important. i think i was slowly losing myself, because i was too busy loving someone else, too busy putting his needs above mine, too busy putting his happiness before mine. i mean, i don't regret doing that, once.. he was that meaningful for me. but i wish i wouldn't do that ever again.
and i decided to put all the past behind, and not to ever look back ever again.
do you know how good i am at forgetting? oh, i am the expert of that.
in this case. it would be hard. but i love myself, therefore, i shall forget.
therefore, i shall do anything it takes to heal.
because i love myself, because i deserve to heal. because i deserve to fucking heal.
it's been a while since i have my own me-time.
Hello, Ruth!
anyways..
i'm just happy that i get to spend time with myself again. just figuring out how things will work out in the future, how to sharpens my skills in life and work, how to save and invest my money, how to heal, etc etc.
and i want to take the time to just write about the random things that popped into my head.
i am just thankful that work has taken a lot of my time so that i don't have time to spare to be blue and be mellow.
i am also thankful to be surrounded by very wonderful friends who love and care for me very much, who i can turn to every time, even though i almost turn my back on them.
i am very thankful to my family, oh the little family of mine.. i love you guys more than anything.
to my dogs.. my kids that i love dearly with all my heart and soul, i love you so much.
i am loved. i am deeply loved, just not by myself.
self-love is important, self-care is important, self-respect is important. i think i was slowly losing myself, because i was too busy loving someone else, too busy putting his needs above mine, too busy putting his happiness before mine. i mean, i don't regret doing that, once.. he was that meaningful for me. but i wish i wouldn't do that ever again.
and i decided to put all the past behind, and not to ever look back ever again.
do you know how good i am at forgetting? oh, i am the expert of that.
in this case. it would be hard. but i love myself, therefore, i shall forget.
therefore, i shall do anything it takes to heal.
because i love myself, because i deserve to heal. because i deserve to fucking heal.
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