I have always loved writing on a moving train, and somehow writing stuff about yourself or something that you actually give a shit about is easier than some bullshit essays for your scholarship application. Lol
Anyways, I just received a phone call from someone. I can’t really put the finger on my relationship with this person, but formally, I do think he is a friend.
Me and him go a long way, he’s a pretty chill guy in general and we hung out for months. Nothing special, just doing what normal couples usually do.. dinner and movies.
I don’t really have feelings for this guy and I do think this feeling is mutual, but he sure acts like we’re in a relationship whenever I didn’t reply to his texts lol.
But anyways, we have not been talking for like.. 2 weeks? I think its 1 week + i don't know how many days; well he was the one who ignored my texts at the first place. And he called to apologize for not replying my texts, I told him it was fine given to his circumstances.
Sometimes this kind of things is quite confusing to me. If you don’t want a relationship with me then why bother hitting me up? I know men can be very “kind” when they need you. But this kind of mentality should be stopped.
Fuck being nice to me when you need me, how about you be kind to me all the damn time? And stop faking having “feelings” when you’re not because that shit is disgusting. What’s the point of me in writing this again? I don’t know. See this is why I love blogging, not every writing has to have a point. I'm writing whatever I damn please.
Uhm on the other note maybe I could talk about how my senior is resigning and how hard I've been taking it. We’ve been working together for 10 months now. He’s a pretty cool guy and we’re really close. So when he told me that he was resigning during our afternoon coffee back in The Goods Diner actually broke me.
It feels like losing a best friend. He has been such a good friend, co-worker, and a really great man. I must say he is one of the reasons I have been quite enjoying my time at work too because I can vent to him and we will talk about the whole shit that was happening at work and laugh about it together.
And all of my bullshit.. he listened to them all so well, gave excellent advice and not forget to bruise my ego at the same time hahaha. Man, you indeed are one of a kind. If I might say bluntly, he feels like an older brother to me, and I love and appreciate him so much.
He was too good to stay in the office. He truly deserves to have a bright light shined upon him, that man.
I wish you luck in all of your future endeavors Kak. I hope we could meet up once in a while and have coffee, but that’d be taking it too far haha.
Anyways, you will be missed very much.
Anyways, I just received a phone call from someone. I can’t really put the finger on my relationship with this person, but formally, I do think he is a friend.
Me and him go a long way, he’s a pretty chill guy in general and we hung out for months. Nothing special, just doing what normal couples usually do.. dinner and movies.
I don’t really have feelings for this guy and I do think this feeling is mutual, but he sure acts like we’re in a relationship whenever I didn’t reply to his texts lol.
But anyways, we have not been talking for like.. 2 weeks? I think its 1 week + i don't know how many days; well he was the one who ignored my texts at the first place. And he called to apologize for not replying my texts, I told him it was fine given to his circumstances.
Sometimes this kind of things is quite confusing to me. If you don’t want a relationship with me then why bother hitting me up? I know men can be very “kind” when they need you. But this kind of mentality should be stopped.
Fuck being nice to me when you need me, how about you be kind to me all the damn time? And stop faking having “feelings” when you’re not because that shit is disgusting. What’s the point of me in writing this again? I don’t know. See this is why I love blogging, not every writing has to have a point. I'm writing whatever I damn please.
Uhm on the other note maybe I could talk about how my senior is resigning and how hard I've been taking it. We’ve been working together for 10 months now. He’s a pretty cool guy and we’re really close. So when he told me that he was resigning during our afternoon coffee back in The Goods Diner actually broke me.
It feels like losing a best friend. He has been such a good friend, co-worker, and a really great man. I must say he is one of the reasons I have been quite enjoying my time at work too because I can vent to him and we will talk about the whole shit that was happening at work and laugh about it together.
And all of my bullshit.. he listened to them all so well, gave excellent advice and not forget to bruise my ego at the same time hahaha. Man, you indeed are one of a kind. If I might say bluntly, he feels like an older brother to me, and I love and appreciate him so much.
He was too good to stay in the office. He truly deserves to have a bright light shined upon him, that man.
I wish you luck in all of your future endeavors Kak. I hope we could meet up once in a while and have coffee, but that’d be taking it too far haha.
Anyways, you will be missed very much.
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