On Saturday, 21 September 2019, I let go of someone I think very fondly of.
You. The one person that I never knew was coming to my life and changed everything. A goddamn hurricane. The one I loved so dearly, in my own misguided way.
You. I never wanted anyone as much as I wanted you.
You. I never loved anyone as much as I loved you.
You. I never missed anyone as much as I missed you.
You.
But I can feel you slowly fading away. The remnants of our memories scattered away in the vast sea. I can not feel your love anymore, and on 21 September 2019, I acquired the evidence that I need.
I wish you happiness, always.
On Saturday, 21 September 2019, someone told me "I will not ask anything from you, only your heart"
You. As confusing as you are, as misguided as you are, you are slowly finding your place in my heart, and I welcomed you with open arms.
I almost gave up on you. I am not made for relationships. I hate being restricted, I hate being told what to do, I hate being patronized and these three things you did very wonderfully. I am not a person you can boss over, honey, I am my own boss.
But I have never been loved this fondly.
I have never been loved this unconditionally.
I have never been loved this much.
I saw your body armor being stripped away every time you are with me. You are so willing to let go of everything you hold dear, just to be with me.
Love is not my cup of tea, but for you darling, I'll try.
Love is not my cup of tea, but you darling may be worth the try.
So here I am. Letting go and learning to love at the same time. I am slowly but surely growing to understand love's fickle journey - I hope it is really worth the try.
For Y, goodbye. You were grand.
For T, hey, welcome. Enjoy your stay
You. The one person that I never knew was coming to my life and changed everything. A goddamn hurricane. The one I loved so dearly, in my own misguided way.
You. I never wanted anyone as much as I wanted you.
You. I never loved anyone as much as I loved you.
You. I never missed anyone as much as I missed you.
You.
But I can feel you slowly fading away. The remnants of our memories scattered away in the vast sea. I can not feel your love anymore, and on 21 September 2019, I acquired the evidence that I need.
I wish you happiness, always.
On Saturday, 21 September 2019, someone told me "I will not ask anything from you, only your heart"
You. As confusing as you are, as misguided as you are, you are slowly finding your place in my heart, and I welcomed you with open arms.
I almost gave up on you. I am not made for relationships. I hate being restricted, I hate being told what to do, I hate being patronized and these three things you did very wonderfully. I am not a person you can boss over, honey, I am my own boss.
But I have never been loved this fondly.
I have never been loved this unconditionally.
I have never been loved this much.
I saw your body armor being stripped away every time you are with me. You are so willing to let go of everything you hold dear, just to be with me.
Love is not my cup of tea, but for you darling, I'll try.
Love is not my cup of tea, but you darling may be worth the try.
So here I am. Letting go and learning to love at the same time. I am slowly but surely growing to understand love's fickle journey - I hope it is really worth the try.
For Y, goodbye. You were grand.
For T, hey, welcome. Enjoy your stay
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